Rihanna and her son.Photo: Inez & Vinoodh

The “Needed Me” singer opened up about new motherhood in the March issue ofBritishVogue, where she shared that she and Rocky, both 34, had “no one” with them when bringing their son home from the hospital afterhis birth in May.
Though the birth was “beautiful,” she admitted to feeling a “head-f—” from the whole experience.
“I cannot believe it,” she said. “Essentially, from one person I became two. You walk into the hospital as a couple and leave as a family of three. It’s nuts. And oh, my gosh, those first days are insane. You don’t sleep. At all. Not even if you wanted to.”
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A$AP Rocky, their son and Rihanna.Inez & Vinoodh

Speaking to new motherhood, Rihanna said her first few months have been “legendary” with the infant.
“It’s everything. You really don’t remember life before, that’s the craziest thing ever,” she said. “You literally try to remember it – and there are photos of my life before – but the feeling, the desires, the things that you enjoy, everything, you just don’t identify with it because you don’t even allow yourself mentally to get that far, because…. Because it doesn’t matter.”
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A source told PEOPLE on Tuesday, “The main focus right now is on her family. She loves spending time with her son.”
“She loves being a mom so this is where her mind is at the moment,” said the insider. “She is the happiest she has ever been.”
See the full feature in the March issue of BritishVogueavailable via digital download and on newsstands from Tuesday 21st February.
source: people.com